Sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be on this planet Sometimes I wonder if anyone really cares My mind can't take much its too much pain My tiny little heart feels as if shattered and fell like rain I do my best to ignore the cruel world But that just never works I always used to think life would be wonderful and pefect but I was wrong Its like I took a ship to another planet where people arent as kind Now I see that people are mean They can cause pain as their evil eyes gleam as they stare right at me Im always scared,not knowing what to do I don't know how to release the pain it feels like a croocked crane as little tears trickle down my cheeks I think of things I should do to make my life a little happier being bullied,teased,and yelled at have messed me up badly now im crazy and i dont know what to do should i cry or should i die the questions flow through my mind listening to music doesnt help it mostly makes me feel worse unable to even use words I still wonder if I was meant to be on this planet I still wonder if anyone cares It would be nice to know if anyone cared..
its really weird reading this as an adult for so many reasons. mostly because i dont recall feeling lonely. i dont really remember though