all my vent arts

well, all as in what ive kept over the years or am posting here. i try to update and add stuff as i find it

ive been an emotional fuck since forever

warning theres gore, blood, self harm, suicide, mental health, sexual imagery, unreality, ect here

some will have comments if u hover over them

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traditional / digital

traditional art

no specific order

this goes hard AAAARGFHHHH!!!

this still hits so hard, from during the pandemic

i went sicko mode when i made this

highschool vent art

alter shit

who pissed me off??? xD this was during the pandemic

digital

older (201X) to newer (202X)

this is from when my groomer told me he was grooming another girl

my 5th grade teacher humiliated me via math

ginganingaowo moment

horny edgelord

i was anxious

bestie was active

song is Home by Daughter id listen to it everytime i got off the bus

undiagnosed autism

i wasnt asexual, i just didnt want to have sex

i dont remember who this was abt

realiuty check

i was yearning for my groomer and ex so hard all the time in 2017 it was insane

so real

I LOVE DISSOCIATING

id take so many fucking pills just to try to slowburn my death

never had a voice

yeh

this is what me tweaking was like (still is)>
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ive been on this shit since i was a minor babes i was conditioned VERY early on

i did not know what this was back then obv

its funny how my ex was absolutely unhinged when we were dating and then highschool during my mental crisis i culd not stop drawing him and being embarrassing (bro the school knew my deviantart acc i am 85% sure hed see me draw this stuff alongside w me fucking ocs

the VCR player that my art teacher gave me which i walked home with and dressed up and then molested

id had a dream and he was nice to me and we hugged and were friends again

LOVE MY ALTERS

speak your shit indeed good sir

the weiners

this is so depressing to read as a college grad bc this has cycled

me with Them

bitches when theyre useless

this is when i gave up

i tried boiling myself

awful vision when dissociating

ree moment

bitches be like *turns into broken record

this was drawn to try to capture what the view is as a system

UITS FUCKFINGGNGGEGEHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!REHEHEHAHAHHAHAHAHA

sorry i just be fucking our ass up bc otherwise its hard for me to front lol

pelvic floor fucked