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We once again re-did our blog LOL! now everything is its own entry so we dont nuke the entire shit again. also, they're written and allowed to simmer before sharing online!

A variety of entries past personal ones will be posted here in due time as its part of our personal cirriculm to work on writing essays and posting them. Just trying to make this a regular practice as past blogs failed from them being written typically mid-crisis mindset.

Blogs are sometimes signed by a headmate if it was primarily written by them during front. This is indictated with this tag style which will be the color that they prefer.

Warnings of what is written will be present when it feels warranted (ie. discussing hefty shit). Overall, be aware discussion of 18+ topics and some that can be triggering.

November 2025

love for physical art vs my anxiety

Short entry reflecting on my flipflopped fears of permancy and loss of art and concluding that I'll make physical art anyways.

tags:personal art ramble

crying abt social struggles because of fucking course

Entry grumbling about my guilt for how I navigate feelings after social interactions and my neverending feeling of that I am fundamentally destructive in nature.

tags:personal mental health socializing self-hatred creation

Reflecting on Faith & Letting Go

Entry reflecting on my relationship with my religious upbringing and coming to terms and finding confidence in my own unverifable world view.

tags:personal religion light discussion of abuse existential creation

October 2025

Juggling Posting Art with Autonomy Wounds

Acknowlging my triggers and the impact they have on my attempts to exist and post art online.

tags:personal cPTSD light discussion of abuse online community art

Changes in my Art Process

Reflecting and noting seven changes I've made to my art process over the last months following my period of post-graduation depression & burnout.

tags:personal art

September 2025

Trouble with Polyfragmentation

A mid-length entry musing about our experience realizing we are a polyfragmented system and the horrors and difficulties with it so far as of 2025.

tags:personal plurality Ar1

Sexuality as a Performance?

A mid-length entry musing about our experience with sexuality and three theories behind why we're in such a rut with it these days.

tags:personal NSFWsexuality queerness