Content warning: Sex, self-deprecation, alcohol/drinking
the start of my "fuck infront of tv" fetish(?) LOLOLOL this is unfinished and im leaving it exactly as the oriignal file is! including my notes!! LOL i wrote this in a horny haze. cry laughing rereading bits of this. sweet summer child
Word Count 7,235
It had to be about 1:32am when Lucas’s phone seemed to vibrate vigorously on the wooden dresser to the side of his bed, shaking him out of his weary daze. It hummed quietly with a generic tone he’d forgotten to change from the default, growing annoying within seconds of hearing it. He had sighed, lazily rolling his arm to the dresser before dragging his palm over to the device, bringing it to his face. It’s illuminated screen forced him to squint as he attempted to adjust to it’s brightness. It was a phone call. This was unusual. He’d stop receiving late night calls and texts since he’d split with Golda. A part of him hoped that the name on the screen would be his, meaning that he still had a chance, but this was reality. The name merely read, “Ari”. For a second, his mood deflated with growing annoyance before a wave of concern rushed over him. Ariana never stayed up past 10pm and definitely never used the phone past 9. What the hell was she doing up? He sat up quickly, rubbing his eyes sleepily before grimacing at the wetness of his hand. Nice going, dumbass, he hissed under his breath in disgust. He’d been so much in a daze he’d forgotten which hand not to use in the moment. I’ll deal with that later. Ignoring the discomfort, he answered the phone with a yawn. “Yo.” He huffed, trying to catch himself from yawning so loudly into the phone. He was sat upright on his bed, half covered with his battered quilt he’d had since he was a child and buried within his many of pillows. He had quite a large bed, a king size to be exact, due to his obnoxious growth spurts causing his mother to cave in and replace his twin size mattresses as he’d extend over them. He had a lot of room to roll around and relax, granted it made his life 10x better since he spent majority of his time in his room anyways. Especially since it was the summer, the blazing heat was too uncomfortable for him to deal with this year. “D...Did I wake you up?” The voice on the other end of the phone was hushed, nearly a whisper. Ari had always had a soft voice, but the last time he heard her talk this quietly was back when he woken up to her sitting to the side of him in the hospital. She only spoke this way when exhaustion was on the brink of tearing her from this world, ripping the little strands of grip she had left right from her hands before sending her into a frenzy of destruction. She sounded terrible. Lucas shifted in the bed, sitting up more as his anxiety heightened. “No, you’re fine. I was already awake. Why are you up?” He made sure he spoke softly as he wasn’t sure what the cause of her problems were just yet, though he fully intended of learning what they were before they escalated any worse. “I can’t sleep.” She responded. There was a rough clinking noise in the distance followed by a pause. “Figured I’d see if you were still up.” Her words had slurred lightly, though her normal articulation was still present. She was tired, though clearly bothered. “Can’t sleep? Huh.” He smiled a bit, poking at the threads of his blanket. “It’s like every day you become a little more like me. It’s kinda scary.” “Yeah, no kidding.” She stiffled a chuckle followed by a sigh. “It’s weird.” “A good weird or a bad weird?” “Who the hell even knows anymore.” The two of them stifled their laughter through the phone before going silent again, merely the sounds of distant clinking and shifting could be heard for a few minutes. Lucas laid back onto his pillows, his chest resting. Knowing that Ari wasn’t in a frantic relaxed him from his rushing thoughts, she was just restless; just needed someone to talk to through the night. It was safe to assume this restlessness was triggered by the fact she’d be starting her first semester of college in the next month or so. He should have been shocked, or even jealous at the fact his friend of 2 years younger would be starting their first semester of college earlier than him, but he couldn’t find it in him to feel any of those negative emotions. She’d been working so hard to get where she is now and well deserved it after the stress she’d been in the past years. It was painful to watch her journey to greatness unravel, and often made him question whether or not what she put herself through was even worth it. In the end, it seemed it was since she was granted access to their local college, free of charge until she was really old enough to leave off to other states on her own. She was only 16, doing more than he’d ever done and it didn’t bother him. She deserved this. He wasn’t school oriented anyways to begin with and only passed because Ari pushed him too. “If you don’t graduate with me, who’s going to be my bodyguard at prom, huh?” She had questioned one week when Lucas considered throwing in the towel. It was enough to pull him into focus for the rest of year considering his tiny friend would truly be in a rut if he didn’t take the role as her escort. Her intelligence wasn’t the only thing highly developed, and surely not the only thing sought after. The silence ended as Ari spoke up again. She started to say something but hesitated. It took her a second to formulate the words. “So, um...are you busy right now?” She had questioned quietly. “Busy talking to you, yeah. But otherwise, nope. Should I be busy at 1 in the morning?” “W-Well I don’t know. I can’t know things for sure with you. You could be doing anything right now.” “True, but I’m not, not anymore atleast. Are you busy?” “Well, no. I’m sitting at the kitchen table. My mom went to the city and Barry is out scavenging and stuff so I’m just kinda here. Did I tell you how he ended up hacking up an entire raccoon skeleton in my room last night? It was like half digested and he cried when I made him clean it up by himself.” Lucas stiffled his laughter. “Why is he so creeped out by what comes out of him if he’s the one eating it?” Barry truly baffled everyone with his behaviours; no one really understood him since he wasn’t even a human to begin with. “Hell if I know. That’s just Barry for you. He’s still the same as he’d always been.” Ari sighed. “Granted, he’s more solo these days but, he’s still himself.” “Yep.” There was another bout of silence. While this may seem unusual or awkward, it’s completely normal when the two of them spoke to eachother. They were quiet people and and weren’t fond of constant talking to keep up a conversation, it wasn’t necessary. Alot of times, their conversations merely consisted of background noises and an occasional comment or joke before silence again. The distant noises they could hear across their phones often acted as words they preferred not the speak; allowing them to feel as if they were at eachother’s side without needing to physically do so. It wasn’t anything new for them, a ritual that’d been growining amongst the two for years. Lucas had stifled another yawn as he stretched across his bed, rolling to his side. He was definitely tired; his eyelids struggled to stay open as waves of exhaustion rushed over him. He couldn’t pass out just yet, he still wanted to make sure Ariana was completely fine before he called it a night. He was sure it was just the scary thought of going to college, but there could always be a more underlying problem. Or maybe she was just being herself. “You literally yawned like 5 times within this call, Alex.” Ari giggled. “Seriously? Whoops. I tried holding some in but it’s all dark in my room and it’s super warm. The sleepies are kickin’ in with how it feels right now.” “Lucky you. Even if I tried to sleep, my eyes wouldn’t close even if I paid them to.” “Is somethin’ bothering you?” Lucas felt it was suitable to finally ask. “No, not exactly. I just can’t sleep.” “Do you know anything that might help you pass out?” “Yeah and I tried it, but I’m talking to you so it clearly didn’t work.” She paused as the same clink from earlier could be heard. “It’s irritating.” “You sound irritated.” “Yeah. Because I am. Can you like, come over or something?” “Come over? Aww, that means I gotta leave my bed...it’s so waaarrrmm.” “I mean if you don’t want to, you don’t have to. I’m just wide awake so...I don’t know what to do other than watch the weird infomericals. Some start playing on repeat.” “Nah it’s fine, I’ll be over in a second. You guys still have that can of cheese balls, right?” He was sitting on the side of his bed now, head tilted, cradling his phone with his shoulder as he scanned the dark floor for his socks. “Yeah. Mom’s been hogging them from Barry and me though so if you eat them, you’re getting the earful.” “That’s fine with me. I’ll call you back because I have to get dressed.” “You don’t have to look fancy to come over, Alex. It’s only me here.” “Dude, I’m naked.” “What the fuck? Why?” The tone of Ari’s voice became whafted with disgust. “Because, why not?” He was holding back his laughter at this point. He figured her response would be like this. “You’re…I don’t even want to ask. The front door will be unlocked. I’ll see you whenever you get here.” “See you then.” He hung up and set his phone to the side, grabbing his shirt. Before heading out, he poked his head into his mother’s room and tried to get her attention. Calling out quietly, “Hey ma. Mama. I’m leaving out to Ari’s, I’ll be back later” seemed to be enough to keep him from getting yelled at for roaming after curfew. His mother responded to his voice with a mutter and a hand motion. He felt fine leaving after that. Driving through his neighborhood at this time of the day was a weird experience; the streets were deserted and it was pitch black with only bits of light at each corner. There were no signs of life despite the livelyness the neighborhood fostered during the day. He could have sped through the streets if he really wanted; that's how quiet it seemed to be. No one would care. He was the only one awake other than Ari from his knoweldge. It didn’t take long for him to reach Ariana’s house as she only lived a few blocks away, her neighborhood a bit more lively at night compared to his own due to it being closer to the main streets. It was only about 5 minutes by car, a couple more by foot; he knew the route like the back of his hand due to how often he’d travel there when they walked from school. Upon reaching the little gray house on the corner, he parked along the street and hopped out, stretching as he did so. He shoved his keys into his jacket pocket before opening the door to the house without knocking. “Ariiiiii, where are you?” Lucas called out upon entering. There seemed to be only one light on in the distance which seemed to be coming from the direction of the kitchen, just as Ari had said. He kicked off his sneakers and tossed them against the wall which was lined with various other pairs of shoes which belong to Ari, Barry and her mother before heading down the little hallway. Her house was smaller than his own, quite comfty despite its clutter. It held true to the fact it was built in the late ‘80s, a homey 2 story home which sat on the corner of the road. Rustling and bumping could be heard from the kitchen as Lucas approached. He poked his head in the doorway to see Ariana reaching for the cabniet, standing tiptoed on a stool. She was reaching for the bucket of cheeseballs that he’d asked for. Seems like she’d been struggling since he hung up the phone. He smirked and walked to her side and grabbed it with ease, startling her off of balance. “Christ! I didn’t hear you come in!” She squeaked as she stepped off the stool clumsily. Lucas merely smiled as he held the bucket close to his chest, popping it open with his one free hand. He shoved it inside and grabbed a handful of the powdery snacks before stuffing them in his mouth. “Oh, that’s just graceful.” She gave him a look before heading towards the livingroom. “I should have just let you grab it instead of wasting my time, huh?” ` “Clearly.” He snickered, following her. “I mean you were literally tiptoed on a stool and you still couldn’t reach the 2nd shelf.” Ari jabbed him in the side with her elbow at the comment, causing him to snicker. Upon reaching the livingroom, the two of them plopped onto the couch, sinking into its worn out cushions as the TV’s dull colors and hum filled the room. There was nothing spectacular on considering Ari didn’t have cable, especially considering the time. Just informercials or some bootleg program no one had interest in. Or those awfully long, dreadful PSAs begging for money to support children dying from cancer and abused animals. --- God im bad with plot writing and tbh i just wanna ge thte the Hehawing ---- >>>>> Neither of them expected things to escalate to where they were now, this wasn’t supposed to happen. Ari broke this kiss, panting as she looked into Lucas’s eyes, startled at her own aggression. He merely stared back, just as shocked. They were so close; she was on his lap and he was leaning onto her, limbs interlocked in various ways; they didn’t realize how twisted up in the moment they were. A strand of saliva bridged between their mouths a moment before breaking. “I-I’m sorry.” Lucas squeaked weakly, glancing away, refusing to return the eye contact any longer. He felt ashamed to advance on her like that, especially after how his relationship with Golda turned out. They literally broke up from him being too pushy, too agressive with his seuxal behaviour. Granted, he had alot of trouble with it from what he experienced as a kid, it’s just been a way of him dealing with things. Guilt and shame smashed into him like bricks, causing him to crumble into the couch beneath her weight. He shut his eyes, afraid to look at her, afraid to see how disgusted she was at what he did, at what he was doing. At what he was. He didn’t want to become him. He w- “W-why are you apologizing? I...I’m the one who kissed you. Are you okay? Oh no, Alex did this make y-” “NO! NO. I’m fine! I’m fine. I’m sorry. I kinda...just…” He was growing overwhelmed with his emotions, he felt extremely awkward and just generally bad, not the mention his problem down below that’d eventually be poking Ari’s thighs. “I’m sorry, I’m trying not to be too weird right now.” “Was that too much? I-I didn’t mean to trigger you, dude, oh my god. I’m so sorry.” Ariana cried, slipping off of him immediately and tumbling to her side, her leg bumping into his face. He retreated his arms to his lap and just leaned to his side, shutting his eyes to avoid any eye contact. He knew he wasn’t trying to hurt Ari, but god he felt bad doing what he just did. It didn’t feel right. After what Golda told him, and seeing how terrified he was when they broke up, it was really hard to look at himself normally anymore. And being older than Ari made the situation no better. She was still a minor while he was technically (despite no where being one mentally) “an adult”. It felt bad. Really bad. He laid there for a moment, feeling his face grow hot, his eyes watering. This was embarrassing. “A-Alex...Alex...I’m sorry.” Lucas peeked at Ari through the darkness, the glow of the TV illuminating her, showing her pained expression. She looked as if she was on the verge of tears. “I wasn’t meaning to cause you to freak out...I...I just felt...felt it and I thought about how I practiced kissing with May so I just thought about that so that’s why I did that but I-I didn’t think about how you had bad experiences with it so I’m so sorry. I-is there anything I can do to help you calm down? I d-d-don’t want you to be feeling bad, I’m so sorry.” Ari was in a frantic blabbering mess, motioning her hands as her eyes danced around the room. Lucas squinted weakly at her, wanting to calm her down but he felt petrified. He wasn’t angry at all, this wasn’t her fault. He felt like this because he hated how much he enjoyed the kiss, he hated how he hated that she even stopped. He hated how much he wanted it to progress further, how much he wanted to strip her out her little black shirt and shorts, how he wanted to pin her and kiss her entire body from head to tummy, he hated how much he wanted her. It’s been so long since he’d felt a want like this and it was terrifying. I mean he always had this underlying feeling for Ariana; It was primal, aggressive, disgusting. There was no way in hell this could ever be okay after what he’d been told his whole life. He was a terrible person. He could only see himself as one after what everyone told him. Ari deserved something so much better than a monster that he was. And he hated that. He hated that that was the truth and it was the truth that had to be accepted. He was fated to this reality and he was nothing but a monst- “Lucas.” Ari’s voice snapped him from his thoughts. He opened his eyes and looked to her. “I’m good.” “Yo-You’re crying…” “I am?” Lucas hands shot to his face to feel wetness dab his fingers. He winced, his face heating up more than it already was. “Jesus fucking christ...I’m fine! I’m fine. I swear.” “God I fucked up. I shouldn’t have drank, oh my god. Mom wasn’t kidding when drinking makes you bad. I-I didn’t even drink that much! I’m not even drunk, oh my god…” “So that’s what I tasted…” Lucas squeaked weakly, wiping his face vigoruously out of embarrassment. She did give off a light alcoholic scent but pushed it aside since she generally smelled sweet. She smelled pretty hot. Get your shit together, Lucas! He sat up and took in a deep breath, obnoxiously turned on but also, face drenched with tears from his panic attack. His hands trembled a little bit but he clenched them to try to hide his shaking. He just grinned hard at Ariana who had finally turned around to look at him. “I’m fine.” Ariana deflated at the sight of him. “Oh to hell with that. You aren’t.” “I...It’s not your fault, I promise.” He tried to hold his grin. He felt terrible for making her feel this was on her. It wasn’t her fault. “B-but you were fine until I kissed you. I shouldn’t have done that knowing how bad things have been with you concerning your sex life... You’re literally freaking out right now and if anyone, I should know damn well not to play around with that since I’m the one who knows, you told me how this stuff makes you feel but I.... I still…” She paused and placed her face into her hands. “Ari, look I...I freak out because I feel like I’m doing wrong, it’s nothing on you.” “I don’t want to make you feel like that!” She sniffled. “...I don’t want you to think you’re hurting me e-either. I promise you didn’t hurt me. It feels like I was hurting you though. I-It’s really hard to go through with things since people have told me I...I’m bad.” His voice was trembling. Embarrassing. This was awful. The both of them reduced to sniffling messes who couldn’t look each other in the eye. Who would’ve known a little kiss would have progressed to this. The infomercial promoting their blenders seemed to care very little, atleast. “I don’t think you’re bad atleast! I don’t see you like that, I never have, and you’re not even a bad person anyways! Everyone who would say that stuff to you were just stupid because they don’t know you, they just know the rumors they hear.” She let out a stuttering sigh. “I hate that you think you’re a terrible person. You’re not bad Lucas. I know I can’t really change how you view yourself but I just want you to know you don’t hurt me atleast.” Lucas stared at her, her words hit him hard. He knew she was being honest from the heart but part of him deflected them off without hesitation. She could just be saying this so he doesn’t feel bad, but deep inside she could be terrified, the way he was terrified when Cheren would question him. He looked away and squirmed, uncomfortable with her reassurance, her love. It made him feel really good. And he didn’t deserve that. “Are you being honest?” He mumbled. “Are you sure I’m not hurting you?” “Alex, you’re the last person I’d think who’d hurt me. I trust you the most out of everyone. Hell, you’ve protected me so many times than I can count! I swear. It’s okay.” There was a silence. Ariana sat down on the couch, a bit of a distance away from him. Lucas still laid where he was, his legs tightly intertwined and hoodie hooking his knees, desperately trying to hide his persistent problem. He was calmed now, gathering himself, processing Ariana’s reply. This was okay then. She wasn’t angry, or hurt. It was weird. Really weird. Never before has anyone actually been okay with his presence. The commercial on TV seemed to finally end. He wondered if they got any callers. It was a few minutes before someone spoke. “You...you kinda feeling better?” Ariana inquired quietly, looking over at Lucas who was staring blankly at the TV. Lucas sat up a bit and nodded. “Yeah. I am. Sorry about that.” “It’s alright. I understand how it feels. That’s the last thing I wanted you to feel though.” “It wasn’t your intention. It’s okay.” “Okay.” Silence. The next infomercial seemed to be a repeat from the previous. These sellers were quite persistent with their products. Ari wasn’t joking when she said it gets a bit creepy. Lucas looked over to Ariana who seemed to try to adjust her focus on the TV. She was still flustered from their fiasco earlier. He turned his head and laid it back down, his problem was really hard to ignore now. He kept thinking about how good the kiss felt. She liked it, he liked it...Does that mean she.... He sat up, giving up. It was hurting to squeeze his legs tightly anyways, damn near suffocating his groin. He let out a groan as his face grew red again. Ariana looked to him, a bit concerned. “You good?” “...I...I’m.” He motioned his hands awkwardly down toward his waist. “I’m sorry but that kiss really put me in the mood.” Ariana looked down before starting back up him, her face flushing a bit with the realization. “Oh my god, I’m sorry.” She looked away, blushing hard. “Were you crying because you got a boner over me?” The comment had the same energy as a gunshot. Bam. Lucas literally could not response to it because, honestly. She wasn’t wrong. He just made a weird squeak noise with a shrug. “You are such a dork.” She let out a giggle, before bursting into laughter. Lucas had no clue if she was weirded out or just genunie giggles, and at the moment he coudln’t bring himself to want to distinguish which one it was. He just smiled weakly in response, shifting his position on the couch cushion. “I take it that I do kiss well, huh?” She looked to him, stifling a giggle. Her expression was no longer stressed and seemed extremely light; she was definitely herself again and that took a ton of weight off of Lucas’s chest. “Y-yeah. Better than the people I’ve kissed, honestly. It was...powerful.” He had to hold himself from moving toward her. “I can’t believe I have ultimate kiss power...You’d have to thank May for teaching me. This is all because of her.” “I can’t believe you committed homo crimes to learn how to kiss.” “That’s not the only ones we committed.” Lucas blinked. “You….you guys did actual lesbian shit?” “...I mean I guess? I kinda...did it to her. It was all in the moment, I was feeling it so it was kinda weird when we snapped back to and realized what happened. It wasn’t like, agaisnt her will. We were into it, alot. It was just...ya know. Gay.” “Holy shit, Ariana.” Lucas was admittedly impressed, he really thought she was pure in the sense, which was another reason their kiss felt so vile. Ariana was mature as him, probably more mature actually. His anxiety was fading. He felt much better. This was his best friend, the person he trusted most, the person who trusted him most. His face became so warm with the thought. “Yeah. I guess I just had my first straight kiss.” Ariana looked up at the cieling with a soft smile. “Yeah, same. Admittedly better than what I was told.” “Girls are soft. You should’ve done it earlier.” “You guys are...and...it’s...great.” “If you ever want more soft kisses, think about me, okay? I’m available.” “Defin.....Holy shit, Ariana are you asking me out?” “...........” She stared at the TV, blushing hard. She looked as if she were going to say something, but couldn’t bring herself to. She merely smiled really hard and squished her face into her hands, flustered. “Oh my god, you’re so cute.” Lucas sighed, wrapping his arms around her curled, bluffing body. She nuzzled into his chest in embarrassment, squeaking unintelligible words. “I won’t have to ask if you’re available if we’re dating. If you...actually want to consider me your boyfriend, I’d be fine with that.” “I-I’d like that.” She mumbled. Lucas held her tightly, his entire body whafted with sudden warmness and love. It felt so good, this felt so pure. His previous state of panic seemed so ridiculous right now considering what just happened. Everything was okay and would be okay because they had each other. “You’re great, Ari.” “I love you, Lucas.” She mumbled, returning the affection as she wrapped her arms around him, her face engulfed in his chest. Lucas heart raced as he processed the words. He knew she meant it. ----- NOTES: please come back and edit this bc that transition happens waaay too fuckin fast its abrupt as fuck and akward. They gotta say some more shit b4 theY FUCK GOOFY ---- “I love you too.” He whispered back, pulling her into a gentle kiss. It was tender, soft. His actions often spoke better than his words. ------BITCH ITS STEAMY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!---- It wasn’t long before their gentle kiss became just as strong as the one before, but their newfound confession allowed it to reach greater heights, and so did Lucas’s boner. Ariana’s hands moved from his sides to his head, pulling him closer as he held onto her, pulling her onto him. Their tongues danced and intertwined with one another, waltzing as if this was a competition that had to be won. Ariana stifled a whimper as she climbed onto him, pressing her chest against his own. Lucas breathed heavily, fighting the urge to grind against her. He was hot, really hot. He could tell she was too. They were hungry for more, they needed each other. “S-shit hold on.” Lucas whined through the kiss, frustrated at the fact he’d have to break it to take his hoodie off. It was getting a bit too warm for his comfort, he could feel sweat gathering at the back of his neck. Ariana pulled away, panting as he struggled out of the sleeves of his the black hoodie. She squirmed against his waist, head resting on his now exposed neck before grinding against his bulge, giving him a fury of tiny kisses. THat sent Lucas over the edge, his head half sticking out of his hoodie, he ripped it off let out a groan. “Ugh.” He wrapped his arms around her and laid her back against the cushions of the couch as she remained wrapped around him, kissing his collarbone, engulfed in euphoria. He pressed against her, grinding as he pulled Ari from his neck, allowing him to return the favor. She gasped as he sucked on her shoulder, his hand roaming frantically underneath her tanktop. Their legs were intertwined now. Lucas breathed heavily as he lowered his head, kissing her chest, pulling against the fabric to allow him to touch her skin. Ari whined as she struggled to remove the shirt, slightly pulling it over her head before Lucas took the hint and helped her pull it over. He took at look at her exposed chest, she had a pretty good set, definitely bigger than a C cup. He knew that, but it was wild to think he was actually seeing them with his own eyes. Granted they were still covered with a bra, but christ. He couldn’t help himself. He dug his face into her chest and licked greedily, causing Ari to take in a sharp breath. “Ohh….” She cooed, placing her hands on the back of his head. She was fully splayed out on the couch now, one of her legs hanging off as he covered her chest with kisses. She felt feverish with (i cant rmemeber the word Bye), as he continued down to her stomach, giving her side little pecks that sent her eyes rolling to the back of her head. “Do you like that?” Lucas looked up, grinning hard. She opened her eyes slightly and tried to speak. “Oh fuck yes…” The response came out as a moan. It shocked the both of them. Ariana eyes popped wide open upon hearing herself speak like that. “Oh my god.” She squeaked. Lucas stifled his laughter. “Wow, you’re really feeling this.” “A-Am I? I am. I really am. Stop...talking and just…” She pressed his head, forcing his face into her stomach, toward her area. “Just...do it. Please.” “Are...are you begging me?” This was in fact riling up Lucas more, it didn’t hurt to keep it up. He couldn’t believe how horny Ariana was. “God, Alex come on.” “I wanna hear you ask me again.” Ariana smirked, blushing hard, she covered her face with her arm. “I will not.” He sat up, his shirt curling as he leaned over; he’d been so hard for so long to the point there was a visible soaked mark in his crotch. Honestly, disgusting, but it’d be getting the attention it needed soon. “Guess I can’t finish what’s being asked if I don’t know what to do. Ya know, I’m new to this hetero stuff.” “OH MY GOd.” SHe whined at absence of his affection. She looked up at him with weak eyes. “Do it.” “God damnit, Alex just fucking eat me out, please. Quit fucking around.” She hissed, glaring at him. “Wow, you’re just as blunt as ever. I fucking love it.” He laid back onto her, pressing into a deep kiss as his hands wandered to her waist, pulling her shorts down. She aided him in the process, whimpering greedily as she dug her tongue into his mouth. Their kiss lasted long enough for Lucas to lower her shorts low enough to expose her crotch. Seconds upon feeling its wetness on his fingers, he tensed up involuntarily. It was a new feeling, he’d never gone through anything with a girl before so feeling a vagina for the first time was...something. He’d always found himself dumbfounded by their appearance back in school, but guessed today would be the day he gets the full package of learning to accept their weirdness. He huffed, slipping one of his fingers into her folds. As bad as it sounds, he had to recall what he’d seen in films before for reference. He’s pretty sure this was something that worked. And with the noise Ariana let out, he knew he was doing the right thing. She arched her back at his touch, letting out a sharp noise before clenching her teeth. She was trying her hardest not to just blubber into moans and it really entertained Lucas, encouraging him to slip his fingers in deeper and thrust them. “Ohh,oh Alex. Fuck…” She cried out against his touch, hoping he’d go deeper. She needed him in her and tried to pull him as close as possible to feel it. He’d shut his eyes, dazed as his ears were filled with his friend’s moans; it was so foreign, he couldn’t believe he was the one causing her to be like this, he couldn't believe that he was ready, so ready to be in her. But he had to hold it off, just for a little longer. He wanted to please her first, make sure she felt amazing before they got to the best part. He slipped his fingers out, causing Ari to squeak in irritation and brought them to his face. He ran his tongue up them, wrapping it around them just a bit to get a taste. It was was weird...not exactly what he expected, but that wasn't a bad thing. Girls were just as sweet as they smelled. He loved it. He laid her down and shushed her, lowering his head to her area and ran his tongue along her folds. She just about lost her shit at that. He figured this was right, she was loving it. He loved it too, honestly. He smirked hard and gave it another lick before digging his face into her, flicking his tongue wildly as she arched her back, letting out whimpers and coos. “G od, Alex….alex oh my god…” She whined, grinding her waist against his face as he pleasured her. He took no time to go at full speed, intending to give her a rush of euphoria as quickly as he could so they could get to the real deal. She let out a cry occasionally, pressing Lucas’s face deep into her and tightening her thighs around his head. He gripped them, caressing them as he continued to feast on her, panting a bit as he grinded himself against the couch. He could tell she was nearing an orgasm as he walls were beginning to tighten around his tongue. He figured it’d be fitting to hit her special spot. He ran his tongue up agaisnt her cilt and sent her into a frenzy. This lasted a good minute before she clamped against his touch. Startled by her aggressive grip, he just shut his eyes and waited for her orgasm to pass over. A rush of hot liquid sprinkled his face and he swallowed it up greedily, her moans filling the room. He sat up, panting, his face dripping slightly with her cum. He licked it off before laying on her, catching his breath as she caught hers. She was dazed; there was no way she’d be struggling to sleep after this. “How was that?” He breathed as he ran his hand along her cheek, his chest rising as her’s lowered. Ari just laid there, saliva dripping from the corner of her mouth as she panted. She opened her eyes slightly to look at him and smiled goofily. “Amazing. R-really good.” She managed to get out through her heavy breaths. That was enough to satisfy Lucas. He closed his eyes for a moment, allowing himself to cool down a bit before he went to unbuckle his pants. He needed to let himself be free, he’d been holding this in too long. Ari pulled him into a kiss as he took off his belt and tossed it to the floor, drowning him with another round of euphoria. He sat up awkwardly above her as he slipped down his jeans and boxers, exposing his genitals to the chilled air. It was refreshing to let himself be free with how awfully hard he was. Ariana had glanced down at him before looking into his eyes. Lucas blushed embarrassingly, not wanting to make eye contact. He wasn’t sure what she thought about his dick and honestly feared to hear her comments. It wasn’t like he was self conscious...well, he was but especially to Ariana since this was. Definitely still a bit awkward on his end. Everything that was happening felt like a fever dream. He was slamming his best friend, someone he’s known his whole life, someone he once hated. It...was weird. A good weird. “I didn’t expect that.” She said quietly under his weight. “That sounds like a bad thing.” He blushed harder, shutting his eyes. “No, it's a good thing. I underestimated you.” Lucas stared at her, dumbfounded. “Are you saying you thought I had a little dick?” “I mean....I guess? You kinda gave off the energy...” She looked away, blushing. Her comments just made this more awkward. “Wow. Thanks.” He snickered goofily. “Glad I could prove you wrong.” “Yeah. Now, uh. Can we cut the talking and ya know?...yeah?” Ariana smiled weakly at him. He got the point, though, was feeling a bit concerned. “This is your first time though, isn’t it?” “Yes. Obviously.” “It’s going to hurt.” “I’m aware.” “I d-” “Just get it over with, I know it’ll hurt. I trust you, Lucas. It’s fine.” Lucas grimaced awkwardly. He was honestly freaking out that he was going to do this, this was actually happening. He took in a deep breath. “Take your time. It’s okay, Alex.” “I know...I know.” He let out his breath as he slipped into her, feeling her tightness wrap around his shaft. He gasped at the tugging, and so did Ari. This was something new. “Shit, you’re really tight.” “Uhng, I...I can’t fucking control that.” Lucas groaned as he slipped in deep enough until he hit a wall. Her hymen still intact, he slipped out and took in a deep breath before slamming back into her with full force, causing her to let out a screech. “I’m- I’m so sorry!” He stuttered, covering her mouth as she blabbered incoherently through pain. She had her eyes shut tightly with her teeth clenched, a tiny tear forming in the corner of her eye. “Yo-you’re good...you’re good...but holy fucking shit. God, that was awful. Hooboy...uhgh, I’m fine now. Keep going.” Ari gasped for air weakly, her eyes rolled in the back of her head. Lucas stared at her for a moment before slipping out again. He was concerned, but felt enough trust to take her word. He knew Ari would speak up if he was really hurting her, and he’d speak up if he felt too uncomfortable with this. This was okay. His pace started slowly, allowing her to get used to the feeling. This was definitely different from what he knew, which was performing anal. The dampness of Ariana’s vagina and the noises the impact made filled his ears along with her moans, bringing him to quicken his pace by the second. He groaned under his breath, Ari walls clamping agaisnt his throbbing shaft. Maybe he was too big for her? Who knew, but it was a good tug that really got to his head. He knew it got to Ari with how hard she grinded against his thrusts. He lowered his head to kiss her neck again, giving her a few pecks as he thrusted heavily into her. She caressed his back, rubbing her hands underneath his shirt to feel his bare chest. Her hands were so soft, so warm. He stifled a moan as he broke the kiss from his neck, panting. He wa so riled up, he could feel his orgasm coming soon. He wanted to make this last. “Alex…” Ari murmurmed, patting his back. Lucas opens his eyes slightly to glance at her. “Y-yeah?” “Go harder.” She looked embarrassed to ask it. He blinked, pausing for a second to process her request. It didn’t take him long to actually put it into effect. He was close anyways, so he might as well go all out. Ari cried out, holding his head close as he pounded into her. The two of them were truly entwined with one another at this point, wild, engulfed with love. The bliss continued on until Lucas felt himself grow hot. He was so close. So close. He could tell Ari was too as he walls clamped hard agaisnt his shaft, only driving him even more wild. “A-Ari..Ari I’m close.” He whined into her neck, slamming into her to get to that point. She mumbled a weak response back, panting hard. Her back arched against his thrust; he held her so close. He clenched his teeth as he felt himself explode inside of her, a wave of heat and euphoria coating his senses, his liquids coating her walls. Frantically, he tried to pull out in time but was obviously too late. God, don’t fuck this up for me. He whispered to himself as he finished his orgasm over her stomach. This one time, he hoped that this one time didn’t ruin Ari’s future. THat’d be the worse thing to ever happen to him. Ari didn’t seem to mind his latness as she was so dazed with exsaushtion. She laid back on the couch, catching her breath as Lucas finished. He involuntarily fell back onto her, unfourtuantely making a cum sandwhich between Ari and himself. It was gross, but I guess it could mean something if you’re into that type of shit. He laid his head along her shouldblade, breathing heavily. He hadn’t been this worn out from fucking for a long time. “You...you alright?” He asked quietly. Ariana merely nodded, a stupid grin on her face as she tilted her head back. She was feeling good. Lucas sighed in relief, laying there as the TV continued to hum. (olau its 1:45 am i cant keep mye eys open im so fucking sweepy i’ll edit this when imm horny again)