CW: implied suicide attempt

notes

originally written: 02/13/2024

never trust that surge of energy that makes u finished 30 tasks you werent able to for weeks in a single day

transcript
            Allen: *yawn* Alex...? Is everything alright? Its 4 in the morning...

            Lucas: im wooorkinn'
            Allen: whaaaat?! Oh, shit. does that mean...
            Lucas: the fuckin' fog liiiftteeed!!!!
            Allen: yoo!
            Lucas: i already cleared 75% of that overdue queue since I got up.
            Allen: holy fuck.

            Allen: im so happy for you. i told you itd get easier.
            Lucas: hehe, yup. now i can be free.


            - it jumps to them in a hospital room. lucas is lying in a hospital bed. the corner of his mouth is gray from charcoal -


            Allen: (on his cellephone) yeah- uh-huh. yes...yeah hes stable. no. they said it depends.mmhm. me? well, i guess....yeah...i mea-
            Lucas: hey, heyyy babe. look at what they're playing!!!