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my name is allen, or al for short. he/him with female labels is alright. i do a lot of the coding and site managment here

a small chibi drawing of allen as a panther - he has black fur and long hair swept to the right. he is wearing a white tanktop and blue jeans

it is a redraw of a meme. the first bust up is of allen as a humanoid (pale skin with sideswept hair) before a haircut with the text overlay of 'going in for my annual haircut'. the image where he has a hair cut is him post-crying with his makeup leaking with a shocked expression.

so, im a vampire. i like music (emo, metal, nu metal, rock, alternative, ect). i love bats and cute shit. i am a very sleepy guy and have constant joint pains and headaches. i enjoy video games and figuring out coding/mechanic/function sort of stuff. i like to be represented through the following sonas: allen the panther (left) or allen amor the vampire idol trainer guy...whatever (right). i think im kinda cool in both forms. i mostly view myself physically as the panther form while humanoid form is more of an OC/self-insert of mine.

im married to lucas and am the biological father of sawyer in all series and AUs we write. im a papa to all in headspace that wishes for it 24/7 tho (and it brings me joy)

i focus on soothing the system & help us be kind to ourselves. i cover for social interactions to make them neutural when shits kinda a mess, thats about it. i dont try to do more than that because its a lot for me lol. the kids like drawing me and writing about me, so hopefully it paints a better picture than i can paint with words. i am the one that cant spell for shit. if its a really bad spelling error, its probably on me. sorry lol