introduction return home
hi, im dizzy/dee and ar1/ana. i use she/they pronouns. the collective name would be rea. ive been around for a very, very long time. i was once the host of the system and saw myself as "core" before doormancy. i am back now. i id as a contained subsystem - i have headmates of my own outside of being one of the sunflowers in the system. headmates say im a bit rough around the edges, but well it is what it is.
what i do around here
i am a major writer for wrenpaw's faith. me and ree are writing it together. i wrote for furrealife! on and off due to me being pissed off about how lucas and ida were handling it. we're working together again on it though. nuzlock'd is my series which ree is a major contributor on.
i write most of the selfshipping self-insert stories and AUs. if theres a fan self-insert oc dating characters, i likely am the mastermind behind it. i enjoy dating fictional characters, it brings me immense joy. i love fanfic and dark fiction a lot and i tend to write fucked up dynamics between my self-inserts & fictional characters.
i enjoy academia a lot but i really have complicated feelings regarding it, but im trying to foster it again
characters i have a voice through
these are all the characters of mine i identify with heavily
kyri the zoroark (she/it)
shared pokesona, named kyri - a mewtwo/three which is actually a zoroark who illusioned as a ditto/mew for so long to be able to transform and adapt that it lost its ability to go back to being a zoroark for the rest of its life. as a zorua, kyri recieved many warnings about hiding she's a zorua given theres nothing worng with simply being one and becoming a zoroark. she disregarded this in hopes of belonging among other pokemon and not beng a zoroark due to what she internalized about a future of being a zoroark. with age, kyri's upkeep w her illusion destabilized and she began to evolve as a ditto/mew into a mewthree. terrified of the idea of a pernament form, kyri rejected it, now locking her in a constant transforms into forms she barely knows or remembers being
ar1ana the werewolf (she/it)
protagonist of my first headworld, dysphoria, ariana is a young woman that was injected with the DNA of a canine and essentially trained to remain submissive to her girlfriend playing god in a post-apocalytpical world
AR1 the android wolf (she/her)
what Ar1 looks like when fronting. this is the form she claimed, which is visually influenced by 2B from NieR Automata
wrenpaw/heart (she/they)
protagonist of wrenpaw's faith. wrenpaw often finds herself tormented by thoughts and need to do things "good"
tilly the dachshund (she/her)
tilly is a sweetheart. shes a huge nerd and teacher's pet. tilly cries a lot and has little control over her organs. tilly is one of the sonas used for comfort. tilly is often seen drawn with al and other members of the sunflowers. she is shared with me and ree and kinda is essentially /ree/. incredibly close to allen and lucas. bonded with dess/rk/prox. a spoiled brat <3
mama mimi the latias/mega ampharous (she/her)
mama mimi is a bit strict but just wants her pups to be their best selves. she gives best hugs and cuddles but doesn't give reprimanding a naughty pup a second thought. shes quite close with allen and less of a pushover than him
the section where i let headmates describe me
because i cant stop proxy from being annoying and wanting to insult me. here is a place for the memes
"twilight sparkle and starlught glimmer femcel baby"
