HI HI HIIIII
who am i?
im lucas, but i also love the names rifle and halo, and my special name for when i go smol is alex 💛 im one of the oldest headmates around here, atleast in terms of being in charge of the body. im an angel!! :D well a bunny, angel guy, a typhlosion/lopunny, a zoroark, an lps #112, and more....im a shapeshifter!! like everyone else LOL anyways im a pretty active sunflower and a huge part of all the artsy shit around here. my duty is to try to protect the vessel, buuuut im not super great at it,, eeemmm...^^'' its an outdated role...anyways im married to allen and sawyer is our biological kiddo :D and of course the other tots are my kids/sibbys too
i go by he/him, but i might get referred to as sister or mama, girl, queen, bitch, ect sometimes by other headmates or use fem terms bc i dont mind it much <3 it makes me feel nice and i think its cute!! im a boy but im also a girl tbh!!
what i like!
my LPS mascot, Halo! LPS #112
i love slice of life and romance a lot <33 it makes me so happy. im a sucker from drama, comedy and thrillers too. im a huge fan of movies!! but im not smart about them i just like to watch hehe. in regards to reading, im huge about webcomics and LPS films and movies. well, plushies or toys too but this is moreso shared with ree :3
i LOVE studying art and animation!! its really my passion and i aspire for us to make a living off our work. i take enourmous amounts of pride in what im able to make with my paws for others and myself!! it makes me feel very good. working traditionally is such a treat!
heads upp
im not good with words or any of the smart people stuff so i try to leave it to the other sunflowers because they feel good about talking like that. they have to take over a lot because this stuffs really hard for me to grasp?? i guess. they look out for me and ree alot
i am pretty intense honestly in the feelz department so i draw a lot of "edgy" art and blow up emotionally alot more than the others in ways i shouldnt. thats why on this page i have a gallery for vent art and rants
what i work on
i am the main writer/director for furrealife!, the series is my baby and means a lot to me :3 i also help write PMD:RaR and wrenpaw's faith. i draw and animate a lot and am always thinking up new ideas for AMVs or PMVs we'll hopefully bring to life somdeay!! im learning to get better at finishing things though!!
some of my sonas and ocs
heres some drawings of the characters that are mine or i identify with!
rifle - zorouark self-insert (pmd rar)
kyri - mewthree illussion pokesona (shared w rea)
genie - crystal dragonborn DnD oc
nightflurry - warriorcat self-insert
traditional vent art
digital vents
heres some rants and stuff from me usually abt personal stuff and my Shit um...blanket cw for adult topics, mental health, self hatred, sexual topics and abuse and anything else heavy
august 9 2025: i got really upset with myself this morning about our current financial situation. it feels like its from my stupidity and i started having flashbacks and shit about it. al took over and we went to bed because i kept crying i just feel super dumb i guess. and its not like i allow other headmates to actually help deal with what im bad at cuz i try to do it anyways or i override the body. al says i shouldnt keep being so mad at myself but ive fucked everyone over w my bad fucking judgment and being useless!! because i dont work fast enough anymore and i lost my worth by not making nsfw ugh it gets ugly how ive internalized this its all not true and its my pain coming out but it hurts so god damn much and i think about it and i feel like im choking and want to just not have a heart anymore i just feel stupid and naive