:3 heyo

so yeahh im ida or proxy. i give my sonas gothic names. im the biomech dogboy that does most of the coding and emo moaning here!! he/it please :] im a middle (12-17)

i front alot and usually solo or with lucas, ree and sometimes al. i tend to be the default when everyone throws in the towel for whatever the fuck is going on since im trusted to be emo without doing something dangerous. i just be sittin there

i take on the pain when we're sick, i handle the academics, and im great at fronting and becoming poker faced so no one even knows whats going on in headspace :P but i admit im a whiner when i take on the illness stuff just because it fucking SUCKS

i draw but my work is hella sloppy. it takes lucas to cofront for it to be cleaned up. i dont care for the noise that comes with sharing art or making my stuff appealing. my main things are writing, coding AND COOKING!!!!!! I LOVE TO EAT. and watch cartoons and livestreams and documentaries lol

im a music loser. indie? yup. midwest emo? hell yeah. that sweet 2000s grunge? yass. and breakcore, dnb/jungle shit YEPP. right now im overplaying: deftones, microwave, puddle of mudd, shrimp, xiu xiu, red vox, and radiohead.

i LOVE dark media that explores repulsive human behavior bc humans are interesting and i have little connection to feeling human :P my id as an biomech / android / malware is huge to how i process the world and helps feel less bad about my anhedonia regarding essential human behavior.

my favorite color is red. my favorite 'mons that i resonate with are: iron valiant, absol and porygon-z. and i am an objectophile & plushfucker :]