i have an interview on monday but im having some hesistations about it given where i am in my mental & physical health. in the event i do get hired, i think keeping the job will boil down to whether or not its good managment and an actual support system there, which is why i couldnt stand the last job esp with how the people i worked with acted. the field of work is very important to me but im coming to understand that i dont have the tolerance for a fuckass environment or managment to also handle the work given how stressful and sad it can be. it wont be a good idea

still doing more archiving and fun stuff, back into pokopia and been playing around with new programs. excited to eventually show what ive been cooking!! ideally during this upcoming week, some of us have gotten our channel going as we'll have a good chance to record without my mom walking in or interrupting me

im pretty steadily exhausatsted due to various weird events when trying to sleep. hoping to see a dr about it, not sure whats going on but its getting bizarre and it happens during the day sometimes. possibly residue of giving myself a concussion but these ive also had since i graduated highschool - i actually had issues w it during highschool. id love to say its just dissociation but its other symptoms happening that suggest otherwise.

a full site update to eventually come, just trying to make updates more comprehensive instead of spotty