as of 5/10/2026 ...
feeling...
life and everything is busy and just, time passes faster than i realize. i havent gotten alot done in an art sense which is sad but im like. well im trying to really get a groove going. we're getting there
i honestly have no clear roadmap for the site at the moment. shits just all over rn on this site. theres some regret for uploading it in a very unfinished state but its whatever.
id say hopefully after today, ar1 and stari will get shit in order (as thats their plan for tonight before the work week begins). the goal is to keep moumentum. its very hard to do for us
what im doin in my freetime
playing
watching
- ojamajo na i sho
- bing bunny
- spongebob s1-3
- pokemon channel on plutotv
reading
- the center cannot hold (60%)
- are you mad at me? (30%)
interested in
- doing anything other than ruminating
- cosplay & fashion and sewing - im starting to really want to get into cosplay to help build confidence again about being in our body. more self expression rather than supression
- traditional art - im doomscrolling for when i am on the computer or phone so...itd be nice to shut this shit off!!!! and force myself to work with my hands positively
- tornado season - special interest since kiddo days
- embodying our ids - we were in a protective period over the last few months when starting the job. ar1ana has let up from needing to keep us as safe, so its cool to get back into expressing ourselves in our many forms. we'll be writing on it more and more and likely more as we get back into arts and craftds and finally try out cosplay
looking forward to
- completing our punch cards - so far we completed two!! very proud of us. (go for a drive x3 #1, hair day x3 #1) and both we feel alot better about working with with the practice so ^^ it works (will soon have a page for these)
- making Smeeps hat - its a WIP!!! itll have a progress page soon
- getting a new job - it would be nice !
summer bucketlist heres things i hope to do this summer! (may - august)
- lay in some grass
- sunbathe
- catch atleast 2 fish
- sit outside at night and watch stars
- watch the sun set
- watch the sun rise
- go for a swim
- eat jello
- watch fireworks
- swing on playground swings
- walk in the rain
- go for an aimless walk
- visit a muesum