as of 6/27/2026 ...
feeling...
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!
HELLO HI YAY its june. i am proud of being me!!!! im a bi sapphic demifluid aromantic critter thing
so ujmmmm i quit my job thanks to various events making me say "aahahh Fuck this" and i collapsed hard. im already getting grief abt doing so outside of personal worries of why this wasnt smart but honestly who fucking cares at this point 😭 any decision i make is gonna be like earth shattering to my family members anywyas. i am going to take advantage of my youth while i can given Everything
tbf i am pmdd-ing like a boss rn so yep. pardon the drmatics, im in Alot of physical and trying to ride the wave of being in silent hill with weed and oreos rn. having a lower half is incredibly painful right now, and my joints are hawt
but yeah ill have a lot of time on my paws now to do projects and pages ive wanted to for some time now. i can become a gremlin of the night! :D im still hoping to get another job to stack cash and skedaddle as living here is. not great. but i really need to getting help about my ptsd & managing or like learning how to get out of my mind hell when triggered. the work im doing at home is helping alot but i need more guidance on certain stuff that im not getting from my own studies and practice. bc like yah i cna get another job but if i dissociate and leave work and stuff from freaking out then :T
what are we doing in the meantime
interested in 🤔
- working on on our website to-do list
- reading
- embodying our ids - crafting, wearing and creating things that give us identity euphoria
- not forgetting i have free will
playing 🎮
watching 📺
- ojamajo na i sho 🐺🐇
- bing bunny ⚡🧸🐇 _bedtime
- spongebob s1-3 🐇 _morning
-- on hold
- mr robot s3
- precure smile
reading 🔖
- the center cannot hold (70%) 🐺🐇
- workbooks 🐇👾⚡
- dracula (3%) 🦇
- the bluest eye (2%)
looking forward to ⏩
- finishing commissions 🐇👾🐺
- getting a new job - it would be nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🐺🦇🏁👾🐇🧸
- completing more punch cards 🦇🏁
- making Smeeps hat / WIP (63%) - its coming along good! ⚡🦖
- finishing most of our craft WIPs (just in general get back into crafting)
- making a page about our organization pursuits 🦖🏁
- dressing up fun ⚡🧸🐇 - we bought new clothes!! including jorts! huge step
- playing in blender 👾⚡🐇🦖
finished/watched/ (2026)
- among us
- tadc
- are you mad at me? by meg johnson
- wings of fire: talons of power #9 (graphic novel)
- sonic IDW
- obsession (2026)
- pokopia
summer bucketlist 🏖️
heres things i hope to do this summer! (may - august)
Outdoor ⛱️
- lay in some grass
- go to a pride parade
- sunbathe
- travel!
- catch atleast 2 fish
- sit outside at night and watch stars
- watch the sun set
- watch the sun rise
- go for a swim
- eat jello
- watch fireworks
- swing on playground swings
- walk in the rain
- go for an aimless walk ✅
- visit a muesum
Indoor 🏡
- make 3d animation
- make some jello
- eat smores ✅
- watch summer wars
- sleep during a thunderstorm ✅