what im up to as of 7/18/2026 ...
mood: 
trying to balance getting back into art and my other goals. im managing so far. things are feeling a bit bleak financially but welp what can i do until i find another job? its hard to say "yeah ill just sell commissions" when i literally am having to drag myself to my desk to do them, and i still dont do them and feel sick trying to send messages. until my body completely says fuck me and i cant go to work or drive places, i think ill try to work jobs irl rather than sell art online because its just. No.
im hoping to add more stuff later this week to the site about the different crafts and shit ive been working on! i really do work best when my phone is hidden in my room and ive blocked most sites that trigger my ritualistc behaviors. outside of that, its the attempts of finding ways to energeize myself as im not getting good sleep at all. i thought it was sleep apnea but my mom reported that i dont snore, i just wake up like i heard 30 gunshots, and i had an entire conversation somehow w my sibling despite being sleep. would be really fucking funny if this is related to my swag (plurality) tho the sleep walking is not awesome
working on
- embodying our ids - crafting, wearing and creating things that give us identity euphoria
- not forgetting i have free will
- yt video for craft/plush channel 🧸⚡🦖🌀
- completeing current punch cards TO BE UPDATED WE MADE NEW ONES, AL will update it
playing 🎮
- tomodachi life: living the dream 👾🐺🦇🧸⚡
- pokopia 🦖
- acnh ⚡
- pokemon 🧸⚡👾
- Baba is You 👾
looking forward to ⏩
- getting a new job - it would be nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🐺🦇🏁👾🐇🧸⚡🦖
- AnimeMagic 👾🐇⚡🦖
- going fishing 🧸⚡🦖
finished/watched (2026)
- among us (2026) - AWESOME
- tadc - i didnt give a shit abt this show until the ep with guns
- are you mad at me? by meg johnson - holy fuck
- wings of fire: talons of power #9 (graphic novel)
- sonic IDW
- obsession (2026) - holy fuck
- pokopia - cried at the ending
- lars and the new girl - my brother said i remind him of lars
- chainsawman: the reze arc - dayum i love animation. and of course we kin Angel
summer bucketlist 🏖️
heres things i hope to do this summer! (may - august)
Outdoor ⛱️
- lay in some grass
- sunbathe
- travel! ✅
- catch atleast 2 fish
- sit outside at night and watch stars
- watch the sun set
- watch the sun rise ✅
- go for a swim ✅
- watch fireworks ✅
- swing on playground swings
- walk in the rain ✅
- go for an aimless walk ✅
- visit a muesum ✅
Indoor 🏡
- make 3d animation
- make some jello
- eat smores ✅
- watch summer wars
- sleep during a thunderstorm ✅
Currentlty Playing: History (Sonic Mega Collections)