as of 6/20/2026 ...
feeling...
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!
HELLO HI YAY its june. i am proud of being me (or well we're Tryign to learn to feel ok doing so!!! wip :"D)
im able to draw and actually do shit when im not at work! during the week, i just focus on building the strenght for tomorrow
still trying to find another job, my job will soon have me doing something i do not feel comfortable doing and im not looking forward to it at all, and its making me just want to quit atp. im barely hanging on with the low stakes shit im having to do already
im entering pmdd hell which made me intially type up a rant. this shits hellish
outside of that, it feels nice drawing and gaming. i got credits scene in pokopia and cried. tadc finale hit proxy like a truck because he's always kinned jax and also like idk we also do shit with 10 layers of irony sometimes to protect ourselves. the among us show was AWESOME i loved it and will probably rewatch it again. i love among us unironically. and i kinda started to do quadrobics with my pet cats. our critter headmates likes playing w them, and the cats also seem to welcome them so its fun. i got teased by my mom for how ive trimmed our nails to be species euphoric but idgaf, i can scratch people w how theyre cut rn
what are we doing in the meantime
interested in 🤔
- making a neocities todo list and actually following it....
- RESEARCH!!!! - my dream....trying to do it again esp since i want to go back to school for it
- embodying our ids - crafting, wearing and creating things that give us identity euphoria
- not forgetting i have free will
playing 🎮
watching 📺
- ojamajo na i sho 🐺🐇
- bing bunny ⚡🧸🐇 _bedtime
- spongebob s1-3 🐇 _morning
-- on hold
- mr robot s3
- precure smile
reading 🔖
- the center cannot hold (70%) 🐺🐇
- workbooks 🐇👾⚡
- dracula (3%) 🦇
looking forward to ⏩
- finishing commissions 🐇👾🐺
- getting a new job - it would be nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🐺🦇🏁👾🐇🧸
- completing more punch cards 🦇🏁
- making Smeeps hat / WIP (63%) - its coming along good! ⚡🦖
- finishing most of our craft WIPs (just in general get back into crafting)
- making a page about our organization pursuits 🦖🏁
- dressing up fun ⚡🧸🐇 - we bought new clothes!! including jorts! huge step
- playing in blender 👾⚡🐇🦖
finished/watched/ (2026)
- among us
- tadc
- are you mad at me? by meg johnson
- wings of fire: talons of power #9 (graphic novel)
- sonic IDW
- obsession (2026)
- pokopia
summer bucketlist 🏖️
heres things i hope to do this summer! (may - august)
Outdoor ⛱️
- lay in some grass
- go to a pride parade
- sunbathe
- travel!
- catch atleast 2 fish
- sit outside at night and watch stars
- watch the sun set
- watch the sun rise
- go for a swim
- eat jello
- watch fireworks
- swing on playground swings
- walk in the rain
- go for an aimless walk ✅
- visit a muesum
Indoor 🏡
- make 3d animation
- make some jello
- eat smores ✅
- watch summer wars
- sleep during a thunderstorm ✅