digital art archive - helianthus-fields

⚠️WARNING: THE NSFW HERE IS UNCENSORED ⚠️

There will be blood/gore (self-inflicted or onto others), feral genitals, fetish art, unsanitary kinks, and other.

2011 - 2013

Projects: None

Tools of Trade: 3DS (Inchworm Animation), Wii (UDraw), Laptop (Paint, Paint.net, GIMP, Paint Tool Sai)

I was just a kid on the internet chatting in a bunch of IRCs, making stories and making friends lol. I look back on this time fondly because yeah, it was a very neutural time artwise and I just made art to make art.Stuff that did have impact on me didn't hit yet because well I was like, idk, a child at the time. So of course.

GIFS & ANIMATIONS

misc animations / gifs from the time

COMIC - Don't Ever Forget Me (2012)

the classic PMD:EoS goodbye scene i drew and technically made into an animation

COMIC - Creepysona: Benn's Story (2013)

so this comic was heavily inspired by CharmelonGirl's Creepysona comic. it featured Benn (who is now known as Loki) and the first renedition of Pachla

PMD-E - Team Greenstar Missions (2013)

here are the missions I did with Team Greenstar back in 2013 for PMD-E

Mission - Something abt some shaymin dude

Mission - Hide and Go Seek with a Zorua? or somethin

Pickle fucks a pool noodle (2013)

Pickle fucks a pool noodle (2023) 10 Year Anniversary

COMIC - Crashed (2013)

this was a comic that was based on a roleplay me and my childhood bff did! didnt get far tho. Waterstar is her OC ^^

COMIC - To be a Trainer (2013)

this was the first draft of my trainersona's backstory; she is born and raised in Canalave city. Technically Kurai 1.0

2014 - 2018

Projects: Dysphoria (inactive), Catties Collage (scrapped), Pearlocke, Cursedlocke, Cursed

Tools of Trade: FireAlpaca, Paint.NET, Paint Tool Sai, Clip Studio Paint

I often look back at this time with mixed feelings, as it feels like I was very openly creative and spoke to others. It was just a time where shit IRL was rough, my mental health started to get funky and everything in terms of socializing was just. EEeuuh im working through a lot of the issues that started in this time now, which is why It feels weird and I'm unable to comment much more despite there being a lot to say. I animated ALOT in this time period and was incredibly ambitious despite everything.

GIFS & ANIMATIONS

misc animations / gifs from the time

COLLAB COMIC - The Misadventures of the Misfortunates (2016)

this was a comic that was basically a roleplay with a mutual back on DeviantART! I'd make one page and he'd do the next, no real plans. here are the pages I did.

2019 - 2023

Projects: Wings of Fire: The Search for Amadeus (scrapped), Nuzlock'd, PMD: Riches and Repentance, Furrealife!

Tools of Trade: Clip Studio Paint, Blender, Kirta, Fire Alpaca

It was a weird point of time for me and I look back at this time with some confusion and cringe and honestly sadness. I stopped posting to Youtube, and eventually stopped posting to DeviantART in favor of Toyhouse and Furaffinity. I ended up ultimately exiling myself out of all communities I partook in around 2022. The times I did use Twitter those shits didn't last longer than 2 or 3 months before I crashed out again. Overall, a weird point of time of trying to figure myself out and where I belong before I'd conclude that I was not human and would have to die to fix everything. 2020-2021 is pretty sparse due to lack of digital art as I briefly became more traditionally focused due to my rejected mindset at the time.