⤷/SPECS.txt
| vessel id | black american |
| other ids | alterhuman, shapeshifter, werewolf, vampire, ABDL, plural |
| dob | december |
| gender | demifluid boygirl |
| pronouns | it/its, she/he/they |
| flags |
 
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brief history
I was in the first gen of tablet babies in terms of unlimited access to the internet (laptop). My first drawing tablet was the UDraw for Wii - the DSi and 3DS predated the UDraw though. I was a Flipnote Hatena and DeviantART kid. I used to partake in multi-animator projects on Youtube for OCs and Warrior Cats and used to make animation memes in the 201Xs. I've had many aliases which I abandoned due to becoming overwhelmed everytime. The notable ones people tend to remember me from are pachigirl48, kyrisuz, and mimisrol.
I currently lurk around different websites but can be found active on Furaffinity. I can't really use social media because it sets off my worst symptoms ever.
being an artist
Art is very much a form of communication for me. Basically, I am unable to mask who I am or what I feel when I make art - I refuse to. Creating art allows me to bypass the limitations placed upon me by society and my bodily vessel, giving me a chance to feel somewhat human in the ways that matters to me. Art gives me that freedom to do whatever the fuck I want and not be bound to things I have to accept for what they are. It complicates my ability to sell art, as I kinda survived off selling art throughout my formative years.
I consider myself a multi-media artist. I have always been more of a digital artist my history with commissions, but I dabble into all forms and want to embrace mixing mediums the more I age. I am not great at any single one in particular, but that's the beauty of it. So yeah, I draw, write, sculpt, sew, paint, craft and make all sorts of shit whenver I get out of my mind prisons and use my hands. I grew up with dreams of being an animator. It is one of the forms of medium I interpert my life through, so I still do have some dreams to animate some sort of project before I die.
being plural
content focus & themes
I like to explore heavy themes and topics that can lead to, er, discussion. It's hard for me to not write about the human experience, both the beautiful and nauseating parts. I hate to water things down or filter it out for it to be tolerable. Because of this, I create with adults as an audience in mind. I am very agaisnt minors consuming my work even if the themes aren't mature because I dont wanna be blamed for someone doing dumbass shit and misinterpeting my stories as some sort of gospel or more than fiction.
My story beats typically revovle around misfits or members of groups that feel alienated from the rest of their community and having to cope with childhood tramua (usually generational abuse). I prefer to write characters that share similar struggles I have because it comforts me. I make art that appeals to me, and if it doesn't appeal to me I throw it out the window. You guys just get lucky and get a chance to see it.
stance on censorship
My go to saying with my stance on art censorship is: fiction is a realm you can explore the horrors of reality. The why and how someone goes about it isn't my business. As long as it isn't endangering folks or encouraging harm IRL, I don't give a fuck. Draw/write whatever. Keep it tagged if you're posting it so people can curate their spaces, and dont use fiction for any lame ass antisocial bullshit. And like, be respectful about it - if you don't like it, then don't look or engage. If an artists says "don't call it xyz", then don't do that.
⤷/PREFS.txt
| pkmn | pachirisu, buneary/lopunny, darkrai, giratina, clefairy, jolteon, umbreon, hypno, zorua/zoroark, mareanie, turtwig, shinx line, latias |
| top movies | ponyo, spongebob squarepants movie, matilda, occulus, wolf children, sinners, when marnie was there |
| top shows | pokemon diamond and pearl anime arc, summer camp island, clifford: puppy days, puffin rock, mlp g4, mr robot, end of the f***ing world, infinity train book 3, shameless, criminal minds, |
| top books/plays/comics | warrior cats, wings of fire, bunnicula series, 33 snowfish, beloved, w;t, fences, a monster calls, sonic idw |
| top games | pokemon mystery dungeon explorers, pokepark 1, chichory:a colorful tale, bugsnax, baba is you, NiER automata, |
| music | nine inch nails, destroy boys, linkin park kendrick lamar, deftones, paramore, a perfect circle, failure, tyler the creator |
| season | spring |
| flavor | savory |
Software - Art
- Krita - i like the brushes
- Clip Studio Paint Ex 1.0 - i need to upgrade at some point but so far u cant fix what aint broke.
- Aesprite - pixel art or site graphics
- Fire Alpaca - i grew up using it, its got features the other programs dont have that i like.
- Blender - 3d modeling and 3d animation
- DaVinci Resolve - editing
Software - other
- LibreOffice Suite - basically Microsoft Office, but open source :) does the same work! only limit experience is Libre Draw isnt as versatile as Adobe Abrocat
- Ezgif - super versatile and i used all features
- combinepdf - when i need to quickly make pdf files - i edit stuff with libreoffice draw after combining
hardware
- OS: Windows 11 (wanting to migrate away), Linux Mint
- Devices: HP Envy Desktop, Thinkpad, Galaxy Note, Gaomon PD1161 (sponsor), XP Pen G640, Gaomon M10K (sponsor)
- Gaming: Nintendo Switch 1 & 2, 3DS (modded)
traditional supplies
- anything i can get my grubby hands on. but heres my favorites!
- cheap composition notebooks for journaling, doodling and worldbuilding/comic planning
- crayons and color pencils for low stress drawing
- acrylic markers for large pieces
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