on our plurality
ive been open about being plural since 2022 or so. shit tracks back to around 2012. various sources, at the end of the day that dont matter. im just working toward acceptance and unity despite a world that isnt really chill about it.
our structure
its a mess and varies on who you ask in headspace. we use multiple terms that mean the same thing for different things. we kinda forge our own vocabulary and terminology too. anyways. there is the center of headspace (the hub/pilot area) with the primary fronters, most of whom are systems themselves. between the primary group, we refer to eachother as sysmates (headmates who are systems) or just headmates. for our headmates who are systems, they tend to call their own headmates either headmates or alters, as there is more fragmentation. between sysmates are often shared headmates or parts that tend to be a fusion of the headmates in question, ie. zayne the host is the bridge between zayne who the core of the proxy/ida/rk system and host, a subsystem full of protectors. some simply sprout from one another by influencing them, and they may start as just a part or headmates before developing into a sysmate ie. zayne + pachla -> rk - ripley - pachla......Ar1ana and Host may create something more comprehensive on it later idkk
dialouges by headmates
heres mini blogs or stuff written by headmates where we try to explain our experience and identity stuff. idk. huge trigger warning for references to child abuse and exploitation
on being a werewolf - dissecting my werewolf identity and finding pride in it
co-con 
meme redraws we do to convey the plural experience. click on the redraw to see what the original/reference is ** CURRENTLY NOT PROPERLY LINKED TO ORIGINAL SOURCES AS OF 5/10 **
vent diary logs
i was running a side comic site under the name recaptchafailed.neocities.org before one of our headmates nuked it in frustration. so, heres the comics compiled without the original context or dates.
- diary comics from may 7, 2025 - october 15, 2025 - drawn when i was in the Pits ever.
- diary comics from october 16, 2025 - january 26, 2026 - drawn when i discovered free will
zines