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who am i

im most known or called rea, but also like the names proxy, rifle, halo, dizzy and cheese. you can refer to me as any pronouns but we prefer it/its, she/her and he/him.

i am over 20 and finishing up college. i study psychology and freelance art.

i am black american and from the midwest area. i want to travel when my life settles

im demifluid but mostly femminine. im also an aromantic sapphic bisexual. here for a good time, not a long time

i have issues. most are chronic or deep rooted.
please be patient with me

i id as nonhuman / alterhuman. i am an android dogkid inflicted with malware. i dont id with this outside the net for the obvious fucking reasons. my relationship with socializing is extremely complicated. minus the few people i have accepted into my world, i don't have the want to seek it out unless im doing a service/work or assisting others. i constantly feel im out of the loop or without the codeword that our world uses to enable people to not be affected by the unwritten social rules. i rather stay on the sidelines

i am an artist and writer. i am an animator at heart, its just buried under gunk lately. i love to craft and bring things into this world that arent human. i am extremely passionate about pokemon, many cartoons and video games, stuffed animals and toys and the little joys of humanity that make me glow. i love listening to music and stimming. i enjoy laying on the floor. i like to stay busy and i value my sleep. for the people i love, i am loyal and ride or die. its hard for me to break rules unless i disagree with them. its hard to follow rules that dont sit right with my morals. i have spotty memory and get easyily riled up by malicious intentions. i hope my time on this planet is full of adventure and experience. to drastically change the world is a task i will leave to others, i simply want to enjoy the wonders that are out there and make the most of it

some other fun stuff: im lawful good, a sagitarius sun, scorpio moon and libra rising. my enegram is 6w5sp.

being plural

im plural. this impacts my online acitivity. we came to terms with being plural in 2021/2022. we are a big dysfunctional family in a haunted house.

i no longer list the intriciaties of it because of my system's structure. i only list what is needed now to understand the inconsitiences of online activity (such as multiple profiles or things being deleted without notice)

we chose the name sunflower / helianthus fields because of the song sunflower by post malone and sunflowers in general.

favorite music

why not add a music section? lol. idk i think music taste gives u a good look into a persons vibes and while i never share music taste to others....this is my website and i get to share stuff im passionate about without the feeling of 'oversharing'

on replay: tyler the creator, deftones, destroy boys, tv on the radio, the alchemist, glass animals, kendrick lamar, kilo kish, loathe, red vox, STOMACH BOOK, the pAper chAse, la dispute, vylet pony, patricia taxxon, microwave, radiohead, rio romero, paramore, mass of fermenting dregs, highly suspec, linkin park, bring me the horizon

the Songs Ever (basically my playlist if i were an oc)

italicized are songs that i will turn into a different beast to. if it got a bullet, then Oh. Yeah that kills the dog

youth by glassanimals

roar by katy perry

you dont know by destroy boys

drink by destroy boys

nightmare by tyler the creator

aint it fun by paramore

everything to everyone by everclear

gb eating gb whislist listening to gb by crywank

here by alessia cara

united in grief by kendrick lamar

better luck next time by doja cat

lies by patrica taxxon

whimper by microwave

fukouna girl by STOMACH BOOK

pigeon by cavetown

so how goes the good fight by the pAper chAse

favorite critters

im obsessed with critters, heres the list

pokemon: pachirisu, typhlosion, absol, raichu, darkrai, brionne, lopunny, buizel, shellos, venemoth, ultra necrozma, hypno, smeargle, clefairy and many, many more...

digimon: patamon, salamon, labramon, calumon, palmon, hackmon

bugsnax: kwookie, charmallow, inchwrap, megamaki, preying picantis

viva pinatas: crowla, newtgat, doenut, salamango, squazzil, badgesicle, buzzenge

pals: lifunk, dersso, daeream, caprity, chillet, tombat

personality tests

i freaking loved doing this growing up, n i still love em

helianthus-fields est. april 2023 - furever
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